maybe it’s just me

by hozhijie

Within a span of few hours, I realised how toxic I actually am as a friend. Nothing related to army here. It makes me feel so afraid to approach people anymore in fear of provoking the wrong response. People quitting chat groups coz’ of me. People blocking me on Twitter and Instagram for various reasons. Is it really hard to be me? What have I done wrong to offend everybody? Lol it’s just so unfathomable every time how conflicts happened and I thought I’m always at the wrong end. Too many sorries and too little understanding. Haven spoken to my best friend for three weeks already. Everything just goes to a downward spiral from then.